Caught up on all my Pioneers assignments.
Finished my Capstone business plan.
Been studying my butt off for this History final tomorrow.
I would like to get through tomorrow as painlessly as possible.
[AGGRESSIVELY TRIES TO SING LEAD VOCALS AND BACK UP VOCALS AT THE SAME TIME]
How am I happy and miserable at the same time?
Everyone is worried about me and I feel like I’m wasting everyone’s time.
I don’t know what I want anymore.
I don’t love myself.
I hurt someone I desperately care about because of my own selfishness of figuring my life out.
And now I don’t trust anything.
I feel fine and then someone mentions it and I feel like a terror.
I’ve been crying every day.
I don’t want to leave my bed anymore.
The people I want to spend time with are pushing me away.
I don’t expect anyone to understand how I’m feeling.
Transitioning. There’s no where but up, right?